Thursday, November 26, 2015

THANKFUL

THANKFUL

I'm thankful for the severe depression that destroys me everyday
I'm thankful for the low self esteem that makes the darkness always stay
I'm thankful for the anxiety that makes it hard to breathe
I'm thankful for the way it robs the joy of life for me
I'm thankful for the fact I have nothing to look forward to in life
I'm thankful because of who I am, I'll never have kids and a wife
No one wants to be around a broken human like this
And I often wonder why I even continue to exist.

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND

YOU’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND

You’ll never understand they way I think

Until you’ve been in my mind

And been pushed to the brink

And find nothing positive in everything you find

It’s easy to say: “You should do this!”

Or: “You should do that!”

When despair for you doesn’t exist

And that is a true fact

If you’ve never felt like garbage

And felt so low

And happiness is hard to harness

And every day is a blow

Then you’ll never understand

What I go through

I’m just a broken man

With nothing to look forward to.

©2015 Darryl Mouzone

I'VE ALWAYS CARED

I’VE ALWAYS CARED

I never stopped caring

Not even for a second

My heart’s on the sleeve I’m wearing

And the darkness inside would deaden

Only for you, because you are light

No matter what, I’ll always be there

And for you, against the world I would fight

Just to let you know that I care.

©2015 Darryl Mouzone

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

ALL FOR HER

ALL FOR HER

If she gave me the chance, there's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to see a smile on her face
No matter what I had to go through
I would take her to that heavenly place
I would be grateful for every second I had
To be in her presence
I would cherish her in the good times and bad
And be thankful for her beautiful essence
And be happy with every moment alone we had
I would only need one chance to make these actions louder than words
I would show her that everything I say is honest and true
I would do it all and do it all for her
If she gave me that chance, that's what I would do.
©2014 Darryl Mouzone

Sunday, October 12, 2014

NO MIRACLES

NO MIRACLES

Dreams are nice but in reality, they're dreams
Nothing is as wonderful as it may seem
The truth is that we're living in a world with no hope
And we're all mere millimeters from the end of our rope
There is no savior who will save us in the final hour
There is no invisible being who has unlimited power
The truth is tough and it's hard to accept
That it's just us, we're the only ones left
And there's only a few who actually find someone
While most of us are left in this cruel world lost and alone
With nothing much worthwhile to really go on
Broken and twisted, they wish to be gone
The cut their lives short just to ease the pain
They want to see sun but they only see rain
The are no miracles to help is through in life
This world is heartless and as cold as ice
Reality hurts and guts you like a knife
But there are no miracles in my pathetic life.
©2014 Darryl Mouzone

THE POWERLESS WILL RISE

THE POWERLESS WILL RISE

The powerless will rise
Fed up with your vicious lies
Brainwashing the masses to fight your wars
We have to stand behind you but don't know what for
The powerless ones are on to your divide and conquer techniques
We're on to you're lies and twisted speak
We say fuck you when you tell us to fall in line
We won't fall for your trickery to poison their minds
We will rise, the few out of many a crowd
And even standing alone, our voices will be loud
No longer will we submit and obey like we're your slaves
We'll stand when you tell us to sit and be brave
You will no longer control us
You never had our trust
And now it's time to take it back from the hands that are evil
You can't fool us, we won't back down like ordinary people

It's time to turn the tide
It's time to rise
Your lies are known, there's nowhere to hide
And soon, nobody will be at your side

All you're capable of is to kill and destroy
To use people's lives as mere children's toys
And you don't care that their blood is on your hands
You laugh because you have most of the people fooled
But even the fooled ones know you're corrupt and cruel
You won't stop until all life bows down to you
But we'll stand, never fold and proudly refuse
We don't need you, you need us
One day we will rise and say it's enough
Your day is coming to be taken from your throne
And to give it to the people and make it their own

It's time to turn the tide
It's time to rise
Your lies are known, there's nowhere to hide
And soon, nobody will be at your side
©2014 Darryl Mouzone

JUST TO HOLD YOU

JUST TO HOLD YOU

Just to hold you in my arms
Would be such a dream to me
To protect you from harm
Is something I want to see
I would care for you
Like no one else would
I would stay loyal and true
Like someone real should
I would accept you always
No matter what the mood
I would try to make it all okay
When you’re not feeling good
If I only had that chance
Just that one slim hope
I would surely dance
And my soul would float
Just to hold you close
That would be a dream
But if it came true though
The whole world it would mean.
©2014 Darryl Mouzone