THE DARKEST NIGHT
Silence in the streets
Silence in the house
Silent when I greet
Silence when I'm out
The sun may shine
It's dark for me
Sadness in my mind
Is all I see
People laugh
I just sigh
And then at last
I start to cry
I can't smile
I really tried
It's been a while
Brain is fried.
©2013 Darryl Mouzone
HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS?
I already know, I do nothing at all
Why did I, why did I answer your call?
To hear that I do everything wrong?
Now I know why I haven't been here for so long
And then you wonder why I don't bother to talk
I don't need to hear this, I'm taking a walk
At least outside, I can finally think
Instead of always being pushed to the brink
This is why I need to spend a lifetime alone
My self hate rises whenever I come "home"
You treated my brother the same way and cried when he was gone
You'll do the same thing too and it won't be too long
You treat me like trash while I'm good and alive
Then you'll have nothing but regrets when I finally die
You wonder why the rest want to stay far away from you
It's how you treat us all, and you know what you do
Don't guilt trip me into making me sad for the way I feel
Don't expect me to laugh and like during the big meal
Don't talk to me, don't bother me, don't even say a word
I just want to be at peace and not be distributed
Family is so overrated in so many ways
To hell with this and being home for the holidays.
© 2012 Darryl Mouzone
FROZEN SUNRISE
As he looks up through the wind blown snow
It blinds him and stings as he makes his way
He's driven by the love for someone who doesn't know
That she is the one that makes him wake up each day
He's a fool, he knows no one could like someone like him
A broken human who only gets comfort from steel
But when he sees her it awakens something within
And makes his cold heart a warmth that he feels
He's almost happy when she is in his presence
An emotion he has never even felt before
The light of the universe must be in her essence
As the sun rises, like a giant red dragon's eye
It doesn't bring warmth but the forest seems to glow
He's embraced by the cold as the forest sighs
The ancient forests that still live with the magic of old
The wind resists him but he will not give up
He must make it through to see her once again
His bones shudder with each strong gust
But he will be at the small village by day's end
The numbness and the pain will be all be worth it all
To hear once again hear her sweet voice and laugh
His heart skips a beat every time he hears his name called
She makes him forget the vow he said in the past
To never again open his world and to be alone forever
To never again feel the pain and sting of rejection
To think that true love is a hopeless endeavor
Slowly that wall of steel is peeled away and he drops his protection
He hope that this is for real this time
As he walks in the frozen sunrise
Hopefully she's not playing with his mind
As he takes his way through the frozen sunrise
© 2012 Darryl Mouzone
FADE AWAY TO NOTHING
She's a beautiful dream and now she's gone
I awaken to my shattered and broken reality
I don't know if I even want to go on
In this place where being me is an abnormality
I get up, with sweet memories of her in my mind
Wishing that what I dream could become real
Maybe it could, in another place and time
But not here and now that's why I can't feel
She'll never see me as anything more but a friend
The bitter truth hurts and makes me cold
I wish this emptiness would sometime end
Make the pain go away, fade away to nothing
This is something I'm sure I can't bear
Make the pain go away, I want to feel something
As always, life can be so unfair.
© 2012 Darryl Mouzone
100 DEATHS
Here I am my love, to come rescue you
Nothing in this world would ever stop me
An entire army is what I had to cut through
Even though we will never or could ever be
A warrior will never be able to marry a Queen
It will never happen, this I now now
But I never wanted to give up on the dream
I thought it could be, someway, somehow
I have opened the gate so please escape
I'll stay here and fight until there's nothing left
You have a kingdom to rule, rise to your fate
I'll be thinking of you until my last breath
I just want you to know that you are my world
You gave me something to always live for
I loved you when I was a boy and you a little girl
Before the beginning of this ugly war
I would die 100 deaths so you could live
You always knew that you had my heart
Because if you, I know what true love is
I'll be at peace even when they rip me apart
I hear guards coming, please you must go
I must stay down here and defend you with my life
But you know how much I love you so
I'll fight a nation alone and you wouldn't have to ask twice
If I leave this world your beauty is what I'll miss
I think to myself as you run off into the night
My last memory will be of you giving me a kiss
As the dungeon was illuminated with the moon's light
Here they come now, angry and armed to the teeth
With my sword in hand I let loose a war cry
I run towards them, showing that I refuse to be weak
I will love you my Queen, until the day I die
©2012 Darryl Mouzone
LET'S KILL EACH OTHER (OVER NOTHING)
You're a stupid Liberal?! I'm going to take your life!
I hate Conservatives, someone's going to die tonight!
You're a Democrat?! I better go get my gun!
I hate all Republicans so you better get ready to run
I see you're far left, I think you're going insane!
Well you're far right, somethings wrong with your brain!
It's your fault were in this mess, you're all so worthless!
Well people like you should be wiped from the surface!
You're going to die Liberal, say goodbye to your wife and kids!
No, you're going to die conservative, it's me that's going to live!
Gunshots rang out in the middle of the street
The cold air turned warm just because of the heat
Now it's all silent with both bodies on the ground
Neither one is moving, no one emits a sound
Two lives gone, fighting for the glory of their sides
But now they'll just only be a major headline
Fighting for nothing, for a system that doesn't care
About anyone but themselves, it doesn't seem fair
But who cares about that let's just get out and kill
Those who disagree with us because the government has your will
You say you're not a puppet but they're pulling you along
You don't even realize it but you're. falling for the same old song.
©2013 Darryl Mouzone
FOREVER ALONE
I wish it wasn't this way
But I know this is true
Alone for the rest of days
As my life goes through
Others will find love
Others will find joy
I'll find none of the above
Just a lonely Jersey boy
The dark clouds follow me
Wherever I go
I don't want it to be
But this is all I know.
©2013 Darryl Mouzone
