TIRED OF YOU

TIRED OF YOU

I’m tired of you judging me
Based on only what you can see
You call me fat and ugly
You say no one will ever love me
Maybe you’re right, maybe I will be alone
Maybe I will life a life forever on my own
You call me disgusting, a waste of life
With a grating voice as cold as ice
Maybe you’re right maybe I am a waste
Maybe I don’t deserve to live in this place
You call me a loser, I’ll never get ahead
To get those silly dreams out of my head
Maybe you’re right, I should give up on my dreams
They’ll never come true, that’s what it seems
You beat me down and crush me too
This is why I’m so tired of you
Get out of my head, stop telling me lies
Stop telling me that I should just drop and die
I’m not as ugly and fat as you think I am
I will achieve my dreams, I know I can
I will find someone who accept my heart
And her words will soothe me and hit the mark
You are the one who keeps dragging me down
I want you to leave, get out of my head now!
I’m tired of you telling me I’ll fail
Keeping me in this eternal jail
I’m breaking free from you and your grating voice
I won’t fall down to you anymore, I’ve made my choice
You won’t be the boss of me forevermore
I’m throwing you out and showing you the door
You won’t be taking me down, not without a fight
You creep in my mind but you will be done tonight
I choose to be free from my negative side
The light inside of the dark will start to thrive
And soon I’ll be able to live again
And the good feelings inside will have no end.
©2014 Darryl Mouzone